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After a while, you just can't cry anymore. You just have to believe that what
happens is what's supposed to happen and you can't change that, even if you
tried. So just dry the tears and hope that tomorrow will be a better day.  The good times and the bad times both will pass. It will pass. It will get easier.
But the fact that it will get easier does not mean that it doesn’t hurt now. And
when people try to minimize your own pain you’re doing yourself a disservice.
Don’t do that. The truth is that it hurts because it’s real. It hurts because it
mattered. And that’s an important thing to acknowledge to yourself. But that
doesn’t mean that it won’t end. That it won’t get better. Because it will.
 It will never make sense to me, how someone can just walk out of your life
as if it's nothing. As if you're nothing to them.  Time is tricky. You have whole months, even years, when nothing changes a speck, when you
don’t go anywhere or do anything or think one new thought. And then you can get hit with a
day, or an hour, or a half a second when so much happens its almost like you got born all over
again into some brand-new person you never expected to meet.
 I know how it is when someone disappoints you. It's tempting to see things the way you
wish they were instead of how they are.
 I can’t believe you just walked out on me. After everything we’ve been though,
after all the things I told you, you just gave up.
 If you spend too long holding on to the one who treats you like an option,
you will miss finding someone who treats you like a priority.
Life doesn't hurt until you have time to yourself to think about how things have changed,
who you've lost along the way, and how much of it is your fault.
 They say if you love someone, let them go, but they don't tell you what to do when they don't come back.
 See, there's a feeling on the inside that says I don't want you to be better off without me.
 So what if I think too much or if I over analyze things. So what if I can’t eat or sleep. At least you’ll know why. You’re always on my mind. This is so different you’re so different, finally I’ve realized what I deserve and it’s not what I had before. I guess there comes a point where you just have to stop trying because it hurts to much to hold on anymore. Right now I want a word that describes the feeling you get – a cold, sick feeling deep down inside – when you know something is happening that will change you, and you don’t want it to, but you can’t stop it. And you know, for the first time, for the very first time, that there will now be a before and an after, a was and a will be. And you will never again be quite the person you were. A good-bye is never painful unless you’re never going to say hello again. They told me never fall in love, It never works out in your favor. You way too young and right now that’s just human nature. Neither of us meant for things to be this way. If things went differently, maybe we’d still talk today. I'm sick of crying, tired of trying, yeah I'm smiling but inside I'm dying. Being single isn't what sucks, what sucks is being lonely and losing faith in finding that special someone. If you are not prepared to take risks, you can't expect to get results. i don't like the memories because the tears come easily and once again
i break my promise to myself for this day. it is a constant battle.
a war between remembering and forgetting. 
some days you will feel sad without knowing why. like you lost something
very precious but forgot what it was, or like you miss someone you never met. i was waiting for the longest time, she said. i thought you forgot. it is hard
to forget, i said, when there is such an empty space when you are gone. 
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