 I have a jar full of dreams and bath full hopes.  You know she is official when its unofficial and she is still loyal.  I never thought that I would have anymore to give pushing me so far.  Gliding like a satellite in the broken night, And when I wake you're there, I'm saved.
 But right now everything looks strange to me, as if I don’t belong here. It’s me that’s out of place. And the worst thing is that I feel there’s somewhere I do belong, but I just can’t find it. 
Something in your eyes was so inviting. Something in your smile was so exciting.

What I want to be is needed. What I need is to be indispensable to sometbody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego,my attention. Somebody addicted to me, a mutual addiction.  Things weren't the same with us, not right away, and maybe not ever. We were growing up. We were still figuring out how to be in each other's lives without being everything together.  And life goes on, which seems kind of strange and cruel when you're watching someone die.  Having a fantasy come true doesn't always mean it will be permanent.  Sometimes we need to take big risks if we want to find out who we are and what we were put on this planet for.  Maybe if I leave again, I'll be able to forget about everything.  An asshole that pretends to be nice totally has the ability to suck you back in, making you think that you had him all wrong.  I know everything and nothing about him all at the same time.  It would be a terrible mistake to go through life thinking that people are the sum total of what you see.  It's so easy to get caught up in what people expect of you. Sometimes, you can just lose yourself.  Memory is always infinitely more beautiful than reality.  Beware of getting what you want. It's bound to disappoint you.  You never know the last time you'll see a place. A person.  It was a summer I would never, ever forget. It was the summer everything began.  When you believe in something, stand up for it, even if everyone is sitting.  A couple times in your life, it happens like that. You meet a stranger, and all you know is that you need to know everything about them.  That's the thing about best friends. That's what they do. They keep you from spinning off the edge. 
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