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|  If you truly loved yourself, you could never hurt another.   I want to see the world. Follow a map to it's edges. And keep going. Forget the plans and forget my instincts. Let curiosity be my guide. I want to change hemispheres. Sleep with unfamiliar stars. And let the journey unfold before me.  There is only one way to avoid criticism: Do nothing. Say nothing. Be nothing  One day you will wake up and there won't Be any more time to do all the things you wanted to. Do it now.  Each day, I am thankful for nights that turned into days, Friends that turned into family, dreams that turned into reality, And likes that turned into loves.  All of the best heroes are ordinary people Who make themselves extraordinary.  Life is way too short to spend another day at war with yourself.  What if I told you that you take up the most space in my brain?  Decide every morning that you are in a good mood.  Act without expectation.  Can you even imagine what life would be like without music?  Here's to being young and never wanting to grow up.  Don't play hard to get, play hard to forget.  There's no use stressing over something in the past because there's not a damn thing you can do to change it.  Life isn't about the bikinis, the beer, the flirting, the kisses, the sun, the movies and the parties every night. It's about how you feel, the loving, dancing in the rain, and the rememberence of all the things that will one day drift away.  If you think about it, rock bottom is sometimes the best start. When you're down, there's nowhere to go but up. There's something disturbing about recalling a warm memory and feeling utterly cold. I know that's what people say--you'll get over it. I'd say it too, but I know it's not true. Oh, you'll be happy again, never fear. But you won't forget. If you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change. You think you know everything that's happening around you. But you can't always see clearly when you're standing right there in the picture. If destiny can bring two people together, then it could just as easily tear them apart, and, if it could tear two people apart, then it could just as easily bring them back together again. | | |
|  And I'm not handling this well. You never know just what you have until you get it yanked out of your chest.  The biggest mistake you can make is to drift apart from someone who you once had the time of you life with.  Nothing would be the same if you did not exist.  You can’t force people to stay in your life. Staying is a choice, so be thankful for the people that choose you.  2 am is for the poets who can’t sleep because their minds are alive with words for someone who’s not there.  You’re always going to mean something to me.  I want that late night movie, long walks in the park, cuddle up on the couch, kind of relationship.  Dream: a series of mental images, ideas, and emotions occurring in certain stages of sleep; an ambition; one that is extremely pleasant, beautiful, or fine.  There's a thin line between enough and too much. Whether it's the alcohol you consume, the cigarettes you smoke, or the love you waste, that lines crossed by every single one of us. Eventually soul mates meet, for they have the same hiding place  Move out of your comfort zone. You can only grow if you are willing to feel awkward and uncomfortable when you try something new.  The trouble with having an open mind, of course, is that people will insist on coming along and trying to put things in it.  One of these days you’re going to look for me and I’ll be far gone.  When you're around someone so much for so long. They become a part of you and when they go away, you don't know who you are without them.  From the moment we started talking, I knew that I wanted you around.  I want to wake each morning in your arms, comforted by your oddness, seduced by your knowledge of my ways. I want to care for you.  The best revenge is to show them your life is getting better after they’re gone.  Do your thing. Strut your stuff, always remember; you gotta stay tough. The more you get to know someone, the more attractive they become to you, because everything beautiful you see on the inside of them suddenly you're able to see on the outside. I genuinely feel that my life has become wonderful simply because one day I decided to believe that it could be. I’m really happy I met you. I hope you know that. What if I’m never good enough for anyone? We should all start to live before we get too old. Fear is stupid and so are regrets. –Marilyn Monroe If you fail to plan, you plan to fail.  Everyone has a story. Everyone has gone through something that changed them. Every time I want to give up on him, there’s always something inside telling me to just give it time. for more go to whatsernamexo.tumblr.com | | |
| hey everyone so i finally decided to join tumblr so i dont know how often ill be on here anymore if you want to follow me follow me at whatsernamexo.tumblr.com  Avoiding something doesn't always mean that you hate it. It could also mean that you want it, but you just know it isn't right.  If I could forget everything, I can honestly say I would, I can't imagine how peaceful it would be to be able to pass you on the street and have no idea who you are. You say falling in love is easy, and it may hurt to have your heart broken in two, but that never stopped me from falling for you. The days I can't see your eyes, I dont even want to open mine. We spend most of our time talking about nothing, but I just want to let you know that all those nothings have meant so much more to me than so many somethings. When she worries about you, it means she cares. When she stops caring, that's when you should be worried. Instead of thinking about what you're missing, try thinking about what you have that everyone else is missing  The things you’re afraid of are usually the most worthwhile.  No matter how great things may seem, they always change. Life goes on, it sucks sometimes, but new great things always come around.  Everything you're chasing seems to leave you empty.  Maybe the deepest part of who we are is what scares us or breaks our hearts and we don't want to share that with anyone and when we do, we don't want to lose those people.  You can't protect yourself from sadness, without protecting yourself from happiness.  Well nothing's how it used to be, I'm not even good at being me anymore.  I really enjoy forgetting. When I first come to a place, I notice all the little details. I notice the way the sky looks. The color of white paper. The way people walk. Doorknobs. Everything. Then I get used to the place and I don’t notice those things anymore. So only by forgetting can I see the place again as it really is.  I don't like being this weak, feeling this vulnerable, crying tears that don't need to be shed, letting you have complete and utter control over me. But I just can't help it. I was never the same again. From that moment on, life began with you. You'll never understand why she had to walk away. Often, I think about the people who’ve walked away or drifted apart and it makes me really sad. So most times, I force myself to not think of it, and convince myself that there’s a reason why they’re not in my life now. I'm not stable enough emotionally to even hug you without meaning it with every ounce of me.  The world needs dreamers and the world needs doers, but most of all, the world needs dreamers who do. | | |
|  And I'm not handling this well. You never know just what you have until you get it yanked out of your chest.  But there once was a time when you were the one. You were the blue of the sky, you came after the storm. You were the switch on the wall in the dark of the hall I'm still fumbling for.  When I talk to you, it's like I am able to spill my whole entire world and I know you won't judge me for one second.  You just shouldn't depend on next times and second chances. You never know if they come.  The stereotypical heart shape was meant to be two hearts fused together. It's a mind fuck isn't it?  I go through so many different emotions in one day. I can be completely happy and love life one minute and then be on the floor crying the next. I let everything get to me and I take everything personally. I refuse to apologize for who I am.  Just because people don't understand you or don't agree with you doesn't mean you're wrong. It's the hardest thing to do, but sometimes standing up for what's right means standing alone.
 Believe it or not, you're in control of your own life. You're the reason that you're sad, you're the reason that you're happy. So don't wait for happiness, go out and find it.  Everyone has their own story and that's something I hope for everyone to learn at a young enough age. Just because something is right for someone else doesn't make it right for you. It's better to be yourself.  Some people can just move on, you know? They mourn and cry and then they're done with it or at least appear to be. But to me, I don't know. I didn't want to fix it; I didn't want to forget it. It wasn't something that was broken, it was just something that happened. And I'm finding ways, everyday, of working around it. I'm respecting and remembering it, but I'm getting along with my life at the same time.  If you can pin me down in bed and hold my hand at dinner, then you basically meet my standards. Did you realize that you could just get up right now and start walking somewhere far far away and never come home again. The world needs dreamers and the world needs doers, but most of all, the world needs dreamers who do. I want the part of you that you refuse to give. So, I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we’ll never know most of them. But even if we don’t have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them. I don’t have a type. If I like you, then I like you.  One mistake will never kill you. The same mistake over and over again will. Progress is progress no matter how small. If you think someone is staring at you: 1. Yawn 2. If they yawn, they were staring it's so weird how the person you least expect to ever be more than a friend becomes way more than that. 
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|  When i talk to you, it's like i am able to spill my whole entire world and i know you won't judge me for one second.  You just shouldn't depend on next times and second chances. you never know if they come.  Nobody cares for your excuses. Nobody pities you for procrastinating. Nobody is going to cuddle you because you are lazy. Its your ass. You move it.  There will come a time when you believe everything is finished. That will be the beginning.  People come and people go, but I don't ever want to say goodbye to you, I only want to say goodnight.  It's funny because you meet these people and they make you laugh and they give you hope and they make you realize that there is so much more to life and when you're with them you forget how empty you felt before.  Sitting next to you doing absolutely nothing, means absolutely everything to me.  The less you care, the less you'll worry, and the happier you'll be.  Sometimes you have to get knocked down lower than you have ever been, to stand up taller than you ever were.  There is a difference in what we long for, what we settle for, and who we are meant for. The only difference between friends & enemies is you know who your enemies are. People say I'm a bad infleunce, I say the world is already fucked, I'm just adding to it. Sometimes we have to be broken down to be rebuilt into what we are actually meant to be. Sometimes it seems safer to hold it all in, where the only person who can judge is yourself. Be a good listener, your ears will never get you in trouble. You think I'm just too serious, I think you're full of shit. I'm slowly getting closure, I guess it's really over. I think this might be it for us, so blow me one last kiss. You're the closest thing to perfect, and the farthest thing from me. Stop thinking of what could go wrong, and start thinking of what could go right. Never let the hand you hold, hold you down | | |
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